Foundation Part 1 - BEINGNESS-ONENESS

During the early hours of March 25th, 2022, I lived through and experienced an event that changed my life profoundly. I received Love, knowledge, and guidance. There I was… I AM.

What follows is my account of that night. It’s also the beginning of me sharing the knowledge, the consciousness, the Love, the understanding, and the guidance that was gifted to me that night. I will need many more posts like this one to relate it all. I am truly grateful for this opportunity to share. My hope is that you can enjoy and gain some, if not all, of what I received that night in March 2022… so that your life, too, can be transformed and your consciousness expanded.

My eyes opened, and I looked at the time… it was 03:25 am, the hour of Shiva between 3 and 4 am, an auspicious spiritual time. I was surprised at the coincidence 3rd month, the 25th day of the year and 03:25 am, but I didn’t make much of it at the time because I was just emerging from the most life-changing event of my life.

That night, I went to bed around 01:00 am, early on March 25th, after putting my wife to bed downstairs in our living room. I’d been caring for her essentially 24/7 since June 2020 because of her liver cancer. Although an operation removed the tumour on December 23rd, 2020, and she remained cancer free until her passing, she had to contend with other wounds and physical issues consequent to 3 different falls, the first one four days after her cancer operation while still in the hospital.

These falls resulted in multiple fractures of the right leg, hip, pelvis, and left arm. She underwent several operations to repair and stabilize the fractures. So, she had to relearn to walk from scratch several times over the course of two and a half years. All of this drained her a lot physically, emotionally, and psychologically.

She also had to deal with all the COVID-19 restrictions and the side effects of a medication prescribed to help her sleep which left her with Parkinson-like shaking in her hands, neck, and face. As a result, she couldn’t eat, use her phone or computer alone or even go to the toilet on her own. While she was relearning to walk, I was helping her with all the exercises because the physiotherapists weren’t really available because of the COVID-19 restrictions. She was almost entirely dependent on me in her life.

My wife eventually passed in January 2023. It would be more appropriate to say that she left because she simply stopped breathing, with a smile on her face while holding my hand, 41 minutes after our younger adoptive daughter told her it was ok to leave because she, our daughter, was old enough to go on with her life now. It was very peaceful. She died of natural causes at 78.

Suffice to say, I was very tired back in March 2022 - ten months before my wife died. Instead of doing my visualization/meditation that night, like usual when going to bed, I remember falling asleep almost before my head hit the pillow. I have no recollection of dreaming that night. Yet, at one point, I became very aware — acutely aware — that I was awake without being awake in my physical body. And it was not like an out-of-body experience (OBE) because I couldn’t see my body. I’ve had many spiritual experiences before, like meditating on the blue pearl, experiencing the breath of God, and studying with my Spiritual Masters and Guides, but nothing like this. EVER!

I found myself being drawn to an intense white/golden light, not through a tunnel, like in a near-death experience (NDE). This light was in front of me, like a wall, then gradually, it moved all around me. It was like being at the center of a huge ball or sphere. The sphere then started to shrink until I became engulfed by it and, penetrated by it. Then I became the white/golden light. I was IT. This light was very peaceful and loving — the essence of peace and love.

I was in a state I can only describe as pure beingness and bliss. And with that pure beingness and bliss, there was also pure stillness and emptiness. There was absolutely nothing — and yet I felt like everything was there too — the whole of Creation.

I have a hard time putting it into words, but that’s the best I can do to describe it. Everything in nothing, and from nothing, everything. Absolutely no movement whatsoever. Complete stillness, complete beingness, complete oneness. I was one with GOD, with SOURCE. The only word I can use to describe the feeling in that state is LOVE. Pure LOVE. GOD-SOURCE is pure LOVE. GOD-SOURCE IS LOVE. This white/golden light IS the colour of GOD-SOURCE, the colour of LOVE.

I don’t know how long I stayed in that state because there was no sense of time. I could have stayed there forever... and maybe I did. It was perfect. Time didn’t seem to exists for all intent and purposes. In that total BEINGNESS came the realization that I was just BEING, just ONE. It wasn’t an experience per se because I simply was. BEINGNESS-ONENESS. Total, pure, absolute BEINGNESS-ONENESS.

So, in that state of BEINGNESS-ONENESS, of pure energy, I am everything and nothing all at once. I AM; I am GOD; I am SOURCE; I am GOD-SOURCE. But, as weird as it may sound, I could not, in that state, experience anything. I was just BEING. I was imbued with all of it.

This BEINGNESS-ONENESS contained all the past, present, and future(s)... It contained all the inventions, vibrations, sounds, music, people, animals, matter, stars, galaxies, universes, multiverses, dimensions, energy, events, thoughts, ideas, knowledge, consciousness, and all possibilities. It’s like everything was already created. Everything perfect.

It contained everything I knew… It contained everything I knew I didn’t know… And it contained everything I didn’t knew I didn’t know. In other words, it contained everything, and I mean everything Absolutely everything!

Yet, even having access to all of this, I couldn’t experience anything. I was pure BEINGNESS-ONENESS. I was in the STATE of pure BEINGNESS-ONENESS, but I was not experiencing that state of pure BEINGNESS-ONENESS. A paradox to me, if there ever was one.

... And then, poof! Out of nowhere came the realization that if I, GOD-SOURCE, am to experience anything, anything at all, however small or big, there needs to be something else. Another state or something to give perspective to the state of pure BEINGNESS-ONENESS I’m in... To allow a comparison to enable me to experience...

I now invite you to continue this journey with me in the next post:

Foundation Part 2 - State vs Experience

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