Foundation Part 4 - F E A R ! ! !

During the early hours of March 25th, 2022, I lived through and experienced an event that changed my life profoundly. I received Love, knowledge, and guidance. There I was… I AM.

What follows is the continuation of my sharing of the knowledge, consciousness, Love, and guidance gifted to me that night. I am truly grateful for this opportunity to share. My hope is that you can enjoy and gain some, if not all, of what I received that night in March 2022… so that your life, too, can be transformed and your consciousness expanded.

If you haven’t read the previous posts from the Foundation Series, I invite you to do so for clarity and continuity. Of course, you don’t have to… but I believe it will make this reading and your journey easier and clearer.

In essence, the double is a replica of GOD-SOURCE, of ITSELF. IT IS an exact copy… But there’s a small catch. It was at this point that I experienced a great fear, an indescribable fear. A fear so profound that it shook me to the core of my being. I could not make sense of this fear. It was so overwhelming... I was so overwhelmed by that fear that I thought I would die and disappear... into OBLIVION. At first, I didn’t know where this fear was coming from...

... And then I got it! And the fear had no more hold on me anymore.

Now let me use the metaphor of a mirror to help you understand how I got it.

Please refer to the drawing above for the following explanation. And yes, drawing isn’t one of my God-given talents. Ha! Ha!

Now, imagine you (A) are standing in front of a mirror in your bathroom. You are looking at your double (B) in the mirror. This double (B) is a replica of you, an exact copy of you. What you see in the mirror IS you. Exactly you.

Now, extend this to all of you. By that I mean your double (B), in the mirror, if it’s really your exact copy, must also think, feel, and be conscious like you (A). In other words, (B) IS everything you are and does everything you do, but inside the mirror.

Now imagine that you cut yourself on one forearm and start bleeding. You can see the cut bleeding on your forearm, and if you look in the mirror, you (A) can see the cut on your double’s (B) forearm, and your double’s forearm is bleeding too. As an extension of that, it would be fair to assume that your double (B) would also feel the same pain you (A) do from that cut.

We could also assume that if you (A) think of something, your double (B) is also thinking the same thing. Going along, we know you (A) are conscious of your double’s existence inside of the mirror, and so it is fair to assume that it too, your double (B), is conscious of your existence (A) on your side, the outside of the mirror. Because to (B), you (A) are its double. Being that you (A) are conscious, that you exist, it goes too that your double (B) is also conscious that it exists. You (A) are looking at it and it (B) is looking right back at you from inside the mirror.

Now, let’s try something else. Picture yourself (A) starting to move sideways, away from being in front of the mirror. Your double (B), in the mirror, is also moving to the side with you. If you keep going, you will eventually be in front of the wall and not in front of the mirror anymore. When that happens, you (A) are still there, alive, and well facing the wall. But what about your double (B) in the mirror? Where is it? Is it in the wall to the side of the mirror? Or has it disappeared altogether, ceased to exist, when you moved away from the mirror?

Some people will say that your double (B) disappeared, while others will say that it’s still there but in the wall. In reality, your double (B) can’t be in the wall beside the mirror, because your double (B) can only exist from within the boundaries of the mirror. It cannot exist outside the boundaries of the mirror. It is the mirror that allows your double (B) to be there in the first place. You can’t see a reflection of yourself on the wall, or in the wall, if there is no mirror. It is the mirror that allows the reflection, your double (B) to exist. No mirror, no reflection, no double (B).

What is the difference between you (A) and your double (B) in the mirror? The difference is that you (A) ultimately control the existence of your double (B). How so? Well, if you (A) move, it, your double (B), moves too. If you (A) decide to move beyond the boundaries of the mirror, it, your double (B) disappears. It dies. It ceases to exist. At least until you (A) decide to come back in front of the mirror. When you (A) decide to move back in front of the mirror... Tada! Your double (B) reappears! The double (B) cannot move on its own. It cannot decide to just leave from inside the mirror while you (A) still stand in front of the mirror. Your double (B) is totally dependent on you, is totally connected to you (A).

Because it has no independence, your double (B) depends totally on you (A) for its very existence. Thus, your double (B) doesn’t control its very existence. Because of this, it intrinsically experiences a profound sense of insecurity. And from that insecurity, a fear is born.

We said earlier that your double (B) is conscious of itself, of its existence, because it is like you (A), and you have consciousness of your existence. Your double (B), not having control over its existence, experiences a very deep insecurity. That insecurity is so strong that it is in effect, a fear.

Thus, your double (B) lives in fear. But in fear of what? In fear of not having any control over its destiny, in fear of disappearing, in fear of dying, in fear of not existing anymore... in fear of disappearing... into OBLIVION. This fear is real.

In the post Foundation Part 3 - Big Bang Boom Bada Boom, I said that GOD-SOURCE, created a perfect image, a perfect double of ITSELF, through the Big Bang. Well, that image, that perfect double, is you, me, and everyone else living. GOD-SOURCE is (A), we are (B), just an image, a double of GOD-SOURCE. We exist; we live inside CREATION, just like the double (B) exists, lives, inside the mirror. CREATION is the mirror.

All of us living experience that fear of not having any control over our destiny, that fear of dying, that fear of not existing anymore... that fear of disappearing into OBLIVION... This experience of fear we all experience, we all carry. This is the original fear. The FEAR!!! And that’s the fear I experienced that night in March 2022; and to me, it was quite unnerving, to say the least.

... From this, I asked myself the following question: If GOD-SOURCE created me, I’m I real? Is the CREATION, of which I am a part of, real or just an image, an illusion within GOD-SOURCE?...

I now invite you to continue sharing with me this journey in the next post:

Foundation Part 5 - Illusion

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